Finally 29
I never really cared about growing old actually it was always something exciting for me. However this past year I understood something really hard about that. I realized that as I grow older I'm gonna start loosing the people that I love, Pets, Family member, Friends, Acquaintances and People I have some contact with. I've always knew these things would eventually happen but now I understand that time is one factor that will somehow determine how much time I still have got with some people. Not necessarily though. This year loosing Scott (My Cat) then loosing my grandfather to cancer, then loosing Lisa (My Kitten) and lastly my beloved grandmother. It was too much death to deal with. It was and still is very hard to process all these losses. I'm trying to do my best. For me. For my Pets. For my family. For my friends and people who really love me and everything I mean for them. I've got a lot of reason to trying to stay strong and being as resilien
